Thank you all so much for praying. John wrote last night and because communication is limited did not think it was wise for me to come alone.
I did not mean to cry “wolf” here and play with anyone’s emotions. I really thought I was going. Not sure why I went through all that just to end in this conclusion.
On the other hand I am happy I don’t have to make the trip, and praising the Lord. I was able to get a good nights sleep which is something I have not had in ten days.
Again, thank you for praying. I believe God was just showing me how he has everything under control and he will provide no matter the situation.