Please be in prayer for me tomorrow.
John has asked me to meet him with money at the border for customs. A lot of the cash was used to fix the jeep so he needs extra to make it through customs. I have no cell phone (long story for later), I have the baby, and the trip is 2.5 hours. I’ve never been to this town and I’m not familiar with the roads in Belize. I’m very nervous, plus I have to start my trek at 5:30 am.
The reason Basil can not come with me is because he has to bring in the team tomorrow. No one could have anticipated this happening. On top of all this, I need to make a bank withdraw to get the rest of the money I need. I have half the money. My bank card is not working in Belize, but my mom’s did. PTL she was here to at least help me with half. Be in prayer that I can acquire the other half.
Right now I feel blind and much like a toddler fumbling through a bustling room trying to find her way to mommy. Praise God that he “finds” us. I’ve been praying without ceasing. The mission field will teach you how to do that… and fast.
I said goodbye to my mom today to top it all off. It was emotional, I will miss her dearly. She was a great support to me here. Now I feel very alone, I know God is with me, but it would be nice to have someone with me in Belize City tonight. My comfort is that God has ordained this. He knew that I was going to go through this and He has already paved the way for me, and I know I will be just fine.